I’m a completely different person when I’m upset. My thought processes change dramatically, and I think, consider and expect completely unrealistic or horrible things. My anxiety completely takes over my mind, to the point that it’s dangerous - I’m dangerous, but only to myself.

Though when I later look back upon it, I find it weird and don’t understand where such thoughts and mindsets come from. I find it stupid and scary that I become completely detached from what is reality and create my own negative realm.

I’m so fucking fucked

Exams fucking start tomorrow

fuck

I

am

fucked